Maki's voice comes out shrill, like a tea kettle at it's boiling point.

"I can't because I don't know!! I don't know what I really want to do with my future, alright?! Is that what you want me to say?! All I know is I'm sad and stressed all the time and not having you there just makes me feel sadder! And I know it's not fair to Hanayo or Rin but I'm just a burden to the group like this anyway!"

Maki only stops because her voice cracks hard and hurts her dry throat.